I doodled a few birbs to help de-stress myself.
Bonus birb to help remind me that I have bonus points due tomorrow.
Nezumi and Shion cuddling during which Nezumi is the little spoon all wrapped up in Shion’s warmth. And generally relinquishing control to Shion without a struggle or any sort of powerplay, just feeling comfortable enough to give into that desire of wanting to be wanted and held by Shion.
I’m just a huge sucker for the idea of Shion being able to give all that he’s kept walled up inside of him to Nezumi bit by bit, and Nezumi receiving all that love and affection, and slowly returning it as it becomes more and more settled into the idea that he’s allowed to be loved and that Shion’s feelings exist regardless of how he feels toward himself. And it just turns into this endless little cycle of them accepting each other’s love and learning that there’s no crime in wanting to be loved or wanting to love.
I don’t know, we always talk about Nezumi, but I feel Shion’s always had this vibe that he feels his feelings are unwanted, like they’re a burden, and Nezumi all but reinforced this fear during their time in the underground room, so I just feel.. once they reunite, Nezumi’s going to have to let Shion slowly drain all that love from his bones because he’s filled himself to the brim bottling up all this emotion during their time apart to the point where he wouldn’t even allow himself to find comfort in others. And once they’re together again and the whole wash of reunion fades, they’re going to have to confront all their fears of the other’s feelings. And I imagine it’s going to take a while for them to realize that all they want to give and take is the same. Their feelings aren’t all that different. And I just think that’s really important: they’re equals in the end, once it’s all said and done.
They both give and take, and indulge in their emotions. And yeah, it works.. because Shion has so much love to give, and Nezumi’s still learning what it’s like to receive love, and he learns through Shion how to give it as well, and he more or less.. grows to understand things through Shion. He’s just always following one step behind trying to find the right words and right gestures, but.. not trying all that hard because Shion is the type to rehash the words Nezumi gave him their first night together, a simple and pure: just do what feels right..
And thus, cuddles and small gestures of love ensue.
Agreeing to make couple OCs with someone but neither of you are allowed to show your OCs to each other until they are ready and now those two are going to get together and they must work it out no matter what
let’s do it
THAT SOUNDS REALLY FUN I WANT TO TRY WITH SOMEONE
WHO IS A WRITER FRIEND AND WANTS TO DO THE THING PLS
Let’s play a game.
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